Blood and Guts: Helena Lazaro
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May 2, 2005 09:26 PM

I called in sick today
A combination of
exhaustion and
an enduring hangover
gave me the justification I needed
to stay in bed until 5pm
When I got up
I noticed
there was a moth
on one of the vertical blinds
I didn’t much feel
like killing
or setting him free
so I let him be
I took a shower
and ate some cold pizza
then I checked in on my favorite
weblogs
and read my email
Now it’s nearly 10
I look up from my computer
and there’s the moth
in exactly the same spot
exactly the same position
I think about
how short
the lifespan of this
insect
is
a few days maybe
or hours
and how he’s wasted
this enormous part of it
how he squanders it still
just sitting
on my vertical blind
when he could be out
you know
flying in the night air
and meeting other moths
Then it dawns on me
that I haven’t left my building
in two days
that I spent most of that time
in bed
and that at almost 10pm
I’m sitting on my couch
writing a poem
about a bug

I decide I should get dressed
and go somewhere
but before I do
I open the sliding door
and shoo the moth outside


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Comments

Wonderful.

Posted by: Bill on May 4, 2005 11:24 AM

Did you have fun when you went out?

Posted by: Ben on May 4, 2005 02:22 PM

How lovely and insightful. Now I, too feel like a dusty little moth.

Posted by: lissame on May 6, 2005 01:08 PM

Aw! You guys are so rad. I think I actually ended up staying in once I had realized that there was no way in Hell I was gonna walk alone down by Hollywood and Vermont at 10pm. But I've been better, generally, at getting out since I finished furnishing and organizing the new apartment. Also, I left the moth alone (well, I blew on him to make sure he wasn't dead, but I didn't make him go outside). I figured that maybe he liked being where he was. He was around my house for two or three days after this, and then I stopped seeing him. Maybe I'll find him under a chair.

Posted by: Helena on May 10, 2005 12:32 PM
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