
my congratulations and condolences
i went to the bookstore
because i had to buy two cards
one for a wedding
and one for a funeral
this week
two friends that i introduced
get married
and a boy i've known since high school
(i think i loved him once
but i'm not sure)
says goodbye to his mother
after an hour of looking
at the ways some people
try to express
the inexpressible
eternal and vast
joining and unjoining
i choose:
one says
happily ever after
the other says
time heals
they are blank inside
i pay and wonder
if the boy behind the counter
deduces the circumstances
suddenly understands
why i've taken so long
then feels guilty for suspecting me
of shoplifting
as i'm sure he did
the cards stand
face to face
in the small paper bag
as i walk home
i think of them
trying to understand each other
i sit down to fill each
with my own thoughts
which you'd think
would be easy
words have always
been my allies
but when it comes to these things
they fail
they hide
they ditch me
like 8th grade friends
dine and dash
before i'm ready
and leave me sitting at a table
looking at a check
i don't have the cash
to cover
More poetry
Greetings! I come from The Agony Booth, the site maintained by our mutual friend Al Walker. That's some really neat poetry I must say! (This coming from a prospective English Literature student, and thus a candidate to become a writer.) I like it!
Posted by: Suhail "Premier Blah" Al-Rais on April 17, 2006 04:50 AMOh, the Agony Booth! I should visit again, Albert is so funny.
I'm glad you enjoyed it, send me some of yours sometime and I'd be happy to read!
Posted by: Helena on April 17, 2006 07:44 PMHey, I saw this link at the Booth too. Premier Blah made it over here, huh? Can The Doctor be far behind?
Looks like Helena even has her own IMDb entry: http://www.imdb.com/name/nm2082867/ -- I wonder if she can tell us what it's like being a big shot with a "filmography".
By the way, I saw this: http://www.flickr.com/photos/poethelena/57875126/in/set-72057594097625719/
I saw that pic and got majorly turned on. Does this mean there's something wrong with me?
Posted by: Lance Stargrove on April 18, 2006 12:45 AMI used to go to Skylight books once a week to pick up back stage west.
I had similar cards to find recently: a dear friend's father died, and another friend is having a baby soon. Felt weird mailing off a condolence card and baby shower gift on the same day.
Finding the right words is hard sometimes.
Posted by: claire on April 18, 2006 08:50 PMHaha! Now I remember why I loved Agony Booth so much. You can't beat the crowd :) Yeah, I won't deny that as a huge movie nerd I nearly died of joy when I found out I was in IMDb. It doesn't take much to make me happy :) Of course, it also means I will be forever associated with...Trippin'...but hey, beggars can't be choosers!
Claire, isn't it a great shop? They also carry all the FOUND magazines and books, and tons of hard to find stuff. I'd much rather spend my money there than some huge chain. I buy myself a magazine, then go read it in the little coffeeshop next door. Starbucks and Barnes & Noble don't need my help. Sorry about your friend's dad, by the way. Hope they're ok.
Posted by: Helena on April 19, 2006 04:04 PMLance, I nearly forgot! I don't even have to look to know you are talking about the Small Wonder costume, and I think the answer is a resounding No, there is nothing wrong with you. And if there IS something wrong with you, there's something wrong with nearly every man I call a friend (or more), because they seem to agree with you, on the whole. I think it's the mayjanes and knee socks. Or maybe the fact that a robot won't ask you to cuddle when you're through.
Posted by: Helena on April 19, 2006 04:07 PMAh, hello all again! Good to see you again Lance Stargrove. I managed to find a piece of some poetry I made for a friend, if I could just post it here:
Beauty
is like a river
a wave of powerful force
of emotional
aesthetics
and intellectual reasoning
Constantly battling in a
living reasoning mind.
It relies on the fragile stability
of love
of contentment
with the world.
But most of all
with peace
internal
and external
flowing through
as the world's blood
Vital
and nourishing.
Her beauty is that of a billion stars,
Guiding a wery passenger to safety,
Only to be lost in her blinding eyes,
Piercing through space,
To land on her soft, sweet, sensous lips,
And therein abide
For all eternity to witness
And all the universe to marvel and wonder at.
Her simple caress destroys fortresses of war,
Her warm breath on my skin melts snow,
Her voice - would make the globe halt on her axis
And pay heed to her, and her only.
Do I exaggerate and embellish? Perhaps I do.
But immerse yourself in her beauty
And then return to me
And ask me again.
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